Decisions, Decisions…or, do you read FB first thing every morning?
I’ve not written a blog post for five months. I’m still here, writing; attempting to finish a script and book that hopefully will help fill the coffers of a dwindling reality. We are down to the canned pineapple in the panty but don’t worry, I checked the expiration date and we have two more days before ptomaine poisoning is assured.
That story is for another post in the future along with the story of the one child that is driving me nuts. I have three adult children so I guess the odds are still in my favor.
As a side bar, I decided to give up sugar 986 hours ago, or 41 days and 2 hours, but who’s counting? No, I do not count how many steps I take forward and the two I take backwards… every time; just every other time. I do not wash and clean senselessly or check to see if I remembered to turn off the tea kettle…now wait, did I?
I gave up Sugar. That means white sugar, honey, wine, Jack, catsup, candy, dried fruit, cokes (in my defense, I only drink a soda with Jack, and ALWAYS more Jack than soda, so that is okay, right?), bar b que sauce, wine, and chocolate. Oh, I said wine twice. That is an entire food group in my family. When my eldest was in the third grade, the beloved teacher asked gravely what the elixir of life was… my son answered with equal gravitas… wine. That’s my boy!
My timing does beg the question, “what are you thinking?” with #45, Don Jr., Ivanka, Pence, Manafort, health care at risk and a host of other head shaking events greeting our fragile state mind each day; what was I thinking? I figure we are closer to the apocalypse than ever before and I want to be clear thinking about my life choices brought on by the pending doom and not mellowed out by a smooth Pinot Grigio. The decisions will take clear reasoning: Will I sacrifice my third child for the good of the group or leave my best friend who has just broken her two legs behind to nourish the zombies?
Decisions, decisions.
Each morning I awaken early with many decisions, and no, I do not check my Facebook page first.
It’s probably the fifth item on my daily list.
1) Always Gratitude First-AGF for awakening to face another day of attempting to figure out how to pay folks without enough having enough to go around and wondering why I am so blessed to be awakened to this same plight day after day.
2) CNN because I don’t believe they publish fake news
3) The Guardian because I would like to know what the world thinks of us. Not a good picture, folks.
4) Solitaire. However many games it takes to win, not that I am superstitious, but in order to calm my nerves after going through 1-3 on my list and learning what #45 has done overnight
Then and only then….
5) Facebook
6) Actually, I lie, on my brave days I check my bank balance, but that is too scary to be included in the daily ritual.
7) Solitaire, again, yes.
#5 posting this morning has sent me over the edge.
A conservative member of my FB friends, at last count 2 people, felt compelled to post after a photo of Elizabeth Warren, ‘this woman is supporting a Muslim for governor’. I actually had to read it twice. Are you kidding me? This post person wasn’t kidding. And yes, a Muslim is running for governor in the Great State of Michigan. My birth state. The state that went with #45.
The intimation from the FB ‘friend’ was one of sheer horror. I replied it could only get worse, perhaps next an atheist, Catholic or…. Jew. Run for the hills!!
Love this! And I learned something about the candidate in Michigan. But wait: no wine?!?